<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697</id><updated>2012-02-16T19:21:03.886-08:00</updated><category term='self promotion'/><category term='Photography'/><category term='subway'/><category term='Clarabella'/><category term='introduction'/><category term='assholes'/><category term='Portraits'/><category term='stress'/><category term='nyc confusion'/><category term='homophobia'/><category term='New Toys'/><category term='Annie Leibovitz'/><title type='text'>Subway Daze  ::  Small Town Charm, Meet Big City Bitterness</title><subtitle type='html'>Small town charm, meet big city bitterness.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>28</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-7831563481455144035</id><published>2009-12-14T17:32:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-12-14T17:35:41.748-08:00</updated><title type='text'>I went Kindle...</title><content type='html'>And I couldn't be more pleased. Partly because I know that where I am headed a Kindle will be a far better traveling companion.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Well, my development economist persona is emerging for the next six weeks.  This means pseudo-fiction writer persona is going away indefinitely (read:  until I get back home).  I'm headed to India and Bangladesh to research my graduate capstone project and potential clients for my new social enterprise.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you'd like to follow my solo adventures you can check them out here:  &lt;a href="http://lonelyplanetposterchild.blogspot.com"&gt;Confessions of a Lonely Planet(tm) Poster Child&lt;/a&gt;.  Added bonus, my rants and raves of living in Cambodia a few years back.  Enjoy.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-7831563481455144035?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/7831563481455144035/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=7831563481455144035' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7831563481455144035'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7831563481455144035'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/12/i-went-kindle.html' title='I went Kindle...'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-513794321452902078</id><published>2009-12-08T07:23:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-12-08T07:34:50.740-08:00</updated><title type='text'>E-reader and Nook woes.</title><content type='html'>A few weeks ago I waxed poetic about my pre-order of the Barnes and Noble nook.  I wrote passionately about its native PDF interfacing, its beauty and its WiFi connectivity.  I fell in love with the thing via the internet and photos.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now the thing is, I do love it.  It does look awesome.  The problem?  I still don't have it in my grubby little hands yet.  I was supposed to receive it sometime at the beginning of December (yes I know I am totally impatient) but I have yet to receive shipping confirmation.  I am hoping for today, but who actually knows.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And while I have been waiting, I have begun my real research of what others who already have them or who have ventured to a Barnes and Noble to test drive a sucker they can't even own until well into the new year.  The response?  Unenthusiastic.  Yes they admit they are beautiful and much more snazzy.  But what they bring to the table in beauty, they omit in functionality.  So now I am torn.  Before I was lusting after a device I thought could change my life and my thesis research.  Instead it looks like it is a pretty piece of hardware that is a bit dim behind the curtain.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now the quandary of the moment...(Don't judge, this is honestly stressing me out).  Should I stay nook or dare I say it, go Kindle.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why?  Well because even in India Kindle has their whispernet scattered about.  This means during my 48 hour train rides I will be able to download new copies of the New York Times onto my device without WiFi.  Nook will need a WiFi connection to offer me the same thing.  Additionally...Nook doesn't have New York Times.  For shame.  And I really don't want to relegate myself to the Washington Post (especially after they have released much of their writing staff which they were known for.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also my dear nook, you don't have the Economist.  But you do have good looks and the Harvard Business Review (score 2 for nook), neither of which the Kindle has.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whats a girl to do?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-513794321452902078?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/513794321452902078/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=513794321452902078' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/513794321452902078'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/513794321452902078'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/12/e-reader-and-nook-woes.html' title='E-reader and Nook woes.'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-7241306535882256521</id><published>2009-10-29T17:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-29T17:46:03.941-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Confession</title><content type='html'>I haven't ridden a subway in over three weeks.  Crazy huh?  I spent two years of my life hopping from subway to subway.  Absorbing people, watching things, getting to know faces that I recognized on a daily basis.  Running into random friends and then pondering all of the weirdness that had to occur to put us both on the same subway, same car at the same time.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So what has replaced my obsession with my beloved subway?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went to Amsterdam.  Fell in love with biking again.  And since then, I haven't been able to step foot on one.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While in Amsterdam, I fell in love with the canals, the flat streets, the separate bike lanes.  There was a community about biking.  And everyone rode these beautiful, heavy, commuter bikes.  No one wore helmets.  And there are less than 10 bike deaths a year in Amsterdam, versus our nearly 20 per year in NYC.  Now this may seem unsurprising since Amsterdam is a smaller town, but think about it...A couple million people commute via bicycle per day.  Versus maybe a few thousand in NYC.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The pace was slow and easy.  Everyone was on their way briskly, without a doubt...but not hurried.  It was beautiful.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Upon my return, I committed to riding my bike here.  To say the least, its not as pleasant.  This city is not well built for a cyclist--AT ALL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyhow, maybe I'll write a book about cycling as well.  Who knows.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-7241306535882256521?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/7241306535882256521/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=7241306535882256521' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7241306535882256521'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7241306535882256521'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/10/confession.html' title='Confession'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-8377174923849423127</id><published>2009-10-22T06:15:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-22T06:35:52.952-07:00</updated><title type='text'>the barnes and noble nook</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://apcmag.com/images/nook-angle.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 485px; height: 243px;" src="http://apcmag.com/images/nook-angle.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm old school.  I love the heft of books on my shelf.  The smell of used books scattering shelves in hidden book stores across the world.  When I saw the kindle the first time I thought to myself "cool, but not for me".  I criticized people who had given up traditional books for e-readers, thinking that some part of the "magic of books" was lost in an e-reader.  Though from afar I thought about the fact that with a kindle I could carry every book of Virginia Woolf with me everywhere I went.  The possibilities were endless.  Still I held out and colored myself a traditionalist.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the same time, I'm an environmentalist.  I work in sustainable development.  Books take a lot of paper to print and often end up rotting in land fills just like all other waste eventually.  Books that don't sell are stripped of their covers, thrown in the trash and the covers are sent back to the publishers so that the book sellers can be reimbursed for the cost.  The impact of e-readers is far less, and books definitely expand my ecological footprint dramatically.  I read about 3 books a week on average.  Multiply that by a who year, and that is a lot of paper.  A lot of dead trees.  And a lot of these books I don't even care for in the long run.  On top of that, I'm a grad student.  I read hundreds of pages of PDF documents a week.  I watch people in my classes print out their reading every day.  Hundreds of pages for hundreds of grad students at hundreds of universities.  I resigned myself to reading them on my computer, and in my class on environmental policy, everyone thought I was crazy to read on my computer as they stared at their stack of 300 pages for the WEEK on their desk.  The kindle's use become more apparent to me.  Their complaints was not being able to mark up a PDF and the screen making your eyes tired.  With the e-ink display, the glare and eye strain is gone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I still waited.  Hedged.  The price was too expensive.  I'm a traditionalist.   I've gotten used to highlighting on my computer.  Etc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And now just five weeks before I start my thesis in the country of India, I am starting to see use for an e-reader.  But not a kindle.  It just doesn't do it for me.  I'm in love with the nook.  The nook is beautiful, functional, and works on WIFI.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over half a million books for free.  Another million or so for purchase around 10 bucks.  Not to mention for my thesis, I have more than 4000 pages of paper to sift through, which I certainly don't want to read on a computer.  Half my time in India will be spent on trains.  HOURS AND HOURS of trains.  My computer battery just won't cut it on such train rides.  And I certainly can't lug around a veritable tome of data on social entrepreneurship across India.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I caved.  I'm buying a nook.  In fact I pre-ordered the sucker.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But don't think I've gone to the dark side...I haven't.  I will never give up my habits of buying books or reading books on paper.  But maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to get my thesis written while on the road in India.  Something I had been dreading before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;that&lt;/span&gt; is certainly worth my 250 bucks.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-8377174923849423127?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/8377174923849423127/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=8377174923849423127' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8377174923849423127'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8377174923849423127'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/10/barnes-and-noble-nook.html' title='the barnes and noble nook'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-8390120206301537886</id><published>2009-10-08T17:25:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-08T17:30:21.339-07:00</updated><title type='text'>As of late...</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/Ss6EGKQEtrI/AAAAAAAAADc/u7372VQ62wk/s1600-h/tumblr_kr5saj6dgQ1qa5nalo1_500.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/Ss6EGKQEtrI/AAAAAAAAADc/u7372VQ62wk/s320/tumblr_kr5saj6dgQ1qa5nalo1_500.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390391045374916274" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have started to notice that I am more often than not absolutely oblivious to the goings on of the subway these days.  Why?  My iPod.  When I first moved to NYC, something about tuning out on the subway seemed almost irreverent and I avoided doing it at all costs.  But after over a year of Subway riding, I decided to join the rest of New York and plug in.  Tune out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well it turns out I miss being about to chronicle the goings on of the subway.  A lot.  So much so that I noticed something recently, something beautiful.  As such, I have decided to pay more attention to subway nonsense again.  What did I notice?  A newly wed couple getting on the train at the City Hall.   They looked blissfully happy.  They were obviously so in love.  And the bride couldn't stop fingering her husband's new wedding band.  They sat on the M train at 3pm, happily ignorant of the train full of middle schoolers laughing all the way to Essex street where they exited the train and skipped up the stairs into the daylight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm paying attention again.   I swear.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-8390120206301537886?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/8390120206301537886/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=8390120206301537886' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8390120206301537886'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8390120206301537886'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/10/as-of-late.html' title='As of late...'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/Ss6EGKQEtrI/AAAAAAAAADc/u7372VQ62wk/s72-c/tumblr_kr5saj6dgQ1qa5nalo1_500.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-8483730069750632988</id><published>2009-08-24T09:58:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-08-24T10:00:18.634-07:00</updated><title type='text'>The Girl Effect...</title><content type='html'>As as budding economist, especially regarding development matters, I stumbled upon a great video the other day about what happens when we invest in women, specifically young women.  Its a stunning example of just how easy "changing" the world might be.  I hope you find it inspiring.  Its called&lt;a href="http://www.girleffect.org/#/video/"&gt; "The Girl Effect".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-8483730069750632988?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/8483730069750632988/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=8483730069750632988' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8483730069750632988'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8483730069750632988'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/08/girl-effect.html' title='The Girl Effect...'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-2410906740835103109</id><published>2009-03-24T11:54:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2009-03-24T11:56:23.697-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Regarding Pen Names</title><content type='html'>I changed my name on my blog.  Why?  Because my graduate school adviser suggested I do so.  I had planned to publish any work I did under a pen name anyhow.  But he googled me, seeking out something I had published and found my blog.  He read it with much interest and then suggested that I keep my identity as economic development consultant separate from that of the girl who is writing a book about her life as a new yorker. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I decided to heed his advice.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-2410906740835103109?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/2410906740835103109/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=2410906740835103109' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/2410906740835103109'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/2410906740835103109'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/03/regarding-pen-names.html' title='Regarding Pen Names'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-9051243734346117391</id><published>2009-01-28T08:04:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-29T08:06:04.918-08:00</updated><title type='text'>if it doesn't work...</title><content type='html'>throw money at it.   if it still doesn't work throw more at it.  and finally if that fails, enlist the government to throw money at it for you.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-9051243734346117391?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/9051243734346117391/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=9051243734346117391' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/9051243734346117391'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/9051243734346117391'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2009/01/if-it-doesnt-work.html' title='if it doesn&apos;t work...'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-3684647790587030438</id><published>2008-10-03T06:33:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-15T10:40:12.912-07:00</updated><title type='text'>A passion renewed</title><content type='html'>I have been told time and time again to read a little book by a woman named Anne Fadiman.  The cover of said book is enough to create envy in me, and yet I had never gone beyond said cover.  I have entered more bookstores than I can count, only ignoring the book as it stared back at me from the shelves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This little book changed my life. Or at least reminded me why I am obsessed with reading and writing.  The book &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Ex Libris&lt;/span&gt; is a collection of essays about reading and words.  Its a brilliant piece of literature and entirely consuming.  Each essay paints a better and more complete picture of Fadiman's slightly bizarre family whom all have the same obsession with words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It reminded me that I had to write and write and write and write.  And so I have been.  Or at least trying to.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-3684647790587030438?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/3684647790587030438/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=3684647790587030438' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/3684647790587030438'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/3684647790587030438'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/10/passion-renewed.html' title='A passion renewed'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-2743989685717592739</id><published>2008-08-22T11:37:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-08-22T11:43:31.634-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Fight the Good Fight</title><content type='html'>I've moved again.  7th time in just under a year and a half.  I have moved from Colorado to Cambodia.  Cambodia to Colorado.  Colorado to Massachusetts.  Massachusetts to Colorado.  Colorado to New York (Manhattan).  Manhattan to Brooklyn.  Brooklyn to a different place in Brooklyn. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm spent. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amidst my piles of books and mismatched socks there is a beautiful apartment.  12 foot ceilings.  An archway.  Old etched glass doors.  Its paradise. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But i still can't shake the feeling of "oh shit" I continuously have regarding New York City.   The "oh shit" feeling I have that I am living in the wrong place.  Pursuing the wrong dream. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know the dreams I want most.  They are the ones I etch into journals swathed in faux leather covers.  The writings I carve deep into their pages, aching for a life of a more pastoral nature.  A life where I work on my art.  Write my stories.  Breathe fresh air daily.  And yet, I stop short of truly chasing such dreams.  Instead I put myself into jobs that eat all my time.  Classes that just don't do my life dreams justice. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want an outdoor shower covered in ivy.  A barn where I can create.  A house where I can bake bread.  Daily. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I. Need. Out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two years to go, maximum.  Two more years.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-2743989685717592739?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/2743989685717592739/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=2743989685717592739' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/2743989685717592739'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/2743989685717592739'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/08/fight-good-fight.html' title='Fight the Good Fight'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-6374110397369955327</id><published>2008-08-08T07:55:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-08-08T07:58:22.668-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Poor Soup Choices</title><content type='html'>Today I went to Union Market in the slope and bought a gazpacho. I spent quite a few hours angsting over the choices. The gazpacho is too spicy. I should have picked the bell pepper vichychoisse.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Poor choices indeed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/169/374747794_c17b260c28.jpg?v=0"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/169/374747794_c17b260c28.jpg?v=0" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-6374110397369955327?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/6374110397369955327/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=6374110397369955327' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/6374110397369955327'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/6374110397369955327'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/08/poor-soup-choices.html' title='Poor Soup Choices'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-64443397171446442</id><published>2008-07-15T07:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-07-27T08:20:33.609-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Uptown 6 Musings</title><content type='html'>So when I started writing down my subway experiences and putting them into chapters in the book I am writing, I worked in the Upper East Side.  Everyday I walked to the Spring Street Uptown 6 train, despite having much betters options for transportation.  There was something therapeutic about the experience.  It was the walk that was therapeutic, not the subway itself, at least not initially.  At this time, I hated the subway and was angry I couldn't get to work any other way easily.  (I biked from time to time, but it was a long miserable bike ride in traffic)  &lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But it was those slogs on the 6 train that kept me going, the things I saw, the people I began to recognize.  It was during those sticky fall days that I realized I could write a book about these people, about my move from idealistic perfect more-days-of-sun-per-year-than-miami Boulder to the big city.  And so I started.  I wrote chapters of my book on this train, noting the posters which advertised the "Good Day Dance" which in my humble opinion, was an adult version of Skinamarinky Dinky Dink.  I noted the man I saw nearly everyday who looked vaguely like jesus.  I watched a woman unpack and repack and entire suitcase of food (4,5 not 6 in full disclosure) and sweat profusely into a bag of dorritos which she inhaled in a matter of seconds. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I began to settle into my life in new york, I slowly but surely found joy in riding the subway, as it was a way to let go of control and read a book.  People watch.  You name it.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And now I almost look forward to the subway every day.  But I think, in reality, that has to do with the A/C.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-64443397171446442?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-1345427426673504757</id><published>2008-07-11T13:25:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-07-11T13:30:19.266-07:00</updated><title type='text'>What Nau?</title><content type='html'>So in my very waxing poetic post about nau, I told you a bit about what happened.  But guess what?  They are back in action!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So go load up on the cheap stuff (all at 50%) off while you still can!  And be excited for all new stuff coming up in August.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm pretty excited. Won't lie.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-1345427426673504757?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/1345427426673504757/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=1345427426673504757' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/1345427426673504757'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/1345427426673504757'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/07/what-nau.html' title='What Nau?'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-8289306737682699735</id><published>2008-06-10T07:41:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-06-30T05:20:26.527-07:00</updated><title type='text'>The Things you See on the F Train to Brooklyn</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SGjPhSMI7rI/AAAAAAAAACc/i-Y-R1oqB54/s1600-h/IMG_0085.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SGjPhSMI7rI/AAAAAAAAACc/i-Y-R1oqB54/s320/IMG_0085.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5217648339034107570" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. A man holding steamed crab in his lap.  Its precarious, he's asleep, and I am convinced that by the next stop I will be covered in the remnants of crab and clarified butter.  And yet, as much as it dangles and the claws shake with every movement of the train, it remains unmoved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2.  A pile of destroyed fried chicken in the corner.  As if no one would notice an entire KFC bucket of bones.  Oh I noticed.  And it made me hungry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3.  I was asked if I was married or had a boyfriend.  (Please note:  At the time I had a fauxhawk, was wearing baggy jeans, no makeup, a purple polo shirt and aviator sunglasses.)  I stared at him, and screamed in my head  "LOOK AT ME!!!  DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!"  My blank stare obviously confused him, as he sat done next to me and proceeded to ask if he would date me.  I got off at the next stop and changed cars.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4.  I was reading a book, a calculus textbook to be exact.  Some man comes up to me and asks if I can stop reading my book because my elbows are taking up too much space.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5.  (And on an adorable note)  A pile of children with their mother.  All children are asleep (probably aged 2-6), and she is reading a book.  You have to wonder what she gave the munchkins to get them all to fall asleep in a proverbial pile on the F Train.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-8289306737682699735?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/8289306737682699735/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=8289306737682699735' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8289306737682699735'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/8289306737682699735'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/06/things-you-see-on-f-train-to-brooklyn.html' title='The Things you See on the F Train to Brooklyn'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SGjPhSMI7rI/AAAAAAAAACc/i-Y-R1oqB54/s72-c/IMG_0085.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-6970012189858000935</id><published>2008-05-06T15:54:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2008-05-07T07:41:09.120-07:00</updated><title type='text'>sense of loss</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SCDhyhOG7CI/AAAAAAAAABQ/Vai2oQFcEes/s1600-h/nau-trio.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SCDhyhOG7CI/AAAAAAAAABQ/Vai2oQFcEes/s320/nau-trio.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5197402228012805154" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last night I discovered some sad news.  My favorite retail company based out of Portland, OR called &lt;a href="http://www.nau.com/"&gt;NAU&lt;/a&gt; filed for bankruptcy on Thursday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;About a year ago I was walking around the 29th Street Mall in Boulder, CO.  I was soaking in the sunlight, breathing fresh air, and feeling genuinely happy about life.  I passed an interesting looking store which was slated to open in a few days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So naturally I went back.  It was heaven.  I have always been an outdoor clothes girl, I am a Boulderite of course.  This left me less than fashionable.  NAU transcended this and became known to enthusiasts as "patagonia meets prada".  Their clothes made me feel like a million bucks.  To top it of everything was organic or recyclable.  Closed loop recyclable polyester, organic cotton, exquisite styling, neutral and wearable colors.   The people they employed were a tribute to their company.  Living breathing testimonies to living a clean, organic life with an emphasis on enjoying the outdoors.  The business practices of NAU were unusual as 5% of your purchase went to a non-profit of your choice.   During their first year of business, NAU donated nearly a quarter of a million dollars to charities.  In addition, the highest paid staff member of NAU could not make more than 12 times that of the lowest paid.  Being that the lowest paid staff member was only making 10 dollars an hour, the highest couldn't make more than 250,000k per year.  Which may seem like a lot, but PALES in comparison to that of what a CEO at Nike makes (upwards of 5 million dollars a year, with the lowest staff member making 8 dollars an hour).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was a NAU posterchild, and nearly 90 percent of my wardrobe became exclusively NAU.  Now, I have a reason to branch out.  But what I find most frightening, is that such a business model challenges the very way in which an organization functions, and became a mirror for many new business.  If a business founded on sound principles cannot make it, that is sorely disappointing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All I can say, is that NAU was a testament to the things that are good in the world, especially when it comes to positive business practices.   Someday another sustainable clothing company will make it, but in the mean time, this is a sad day for sustainable retail.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-6970012189858000935?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/6970012189858000935/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=6970012189858000935' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/6970012189858000935'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/6970012189858000935'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/05/sense-of-loss.html' title='sense of loss'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SCDhyhOG7CI/AAAAAAAAABQ/Vai2oQFcEes/s72-c/nau-trio.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-1269030117252390536</id><published>2008-05-05T19:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-05-05T19:48:26.987-07:00</updated><title type='text'>much welcome.</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SB_ElhOG7BI/AAAAAAAAABI/6hO4LraOtgU/s1600-h/IMG_1203.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SB_ElhOG7BI/AAAAAAAAABI/6hO4LraOtgU/s320/IMG_1203.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5197088643860589586" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just today i was sitting on the subway lamenting my past life in the little cow town.  the smell of fresh air.  the breeze that flows uninhibited, not forced through pathways of towers.  the sound of. god forbid. silence.  the way in which the mountains look at first light.  i stared at the well dressed wall street crowd surrounding me, decked to the nines by people i have never met before.  dolce. prada. fendi.  jacobs.  i was homesick.  stifled.  exhausted.  subway weary (oh god how i hate the subway).  i felt utterly out of control, with my destiny haphazardly placed in the hands of a drunken menace on a joy ride.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i remember, nearly a year ago, packing up my girlfriend's jeep and uhaul.  loading up the dog and cat and heading east.  uncertain but excited.  i dreamed of the glitz and glam that new york city could offer me.  the shimmer of sunshine on immense glass windows.  the sound of a constant, neverending buzz that kept the city alive.  i had friends sending me anything they could to convince me my decision was in earnest.  blogs that documented beautiful burlesque dancers, party promoters, photographers.  websites that touted potential employers.  links to postings on craigslist for that vespa i had always dreamed of.  reviews to restaurants i should try.  you name it, it was in my inbox.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i had big dreams.  monumental dreams.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i exit the subway today in my schulmpy boots decked to the fours perhaps?  toting with me only broken dreams, two twenty page papers, and the fear i will never succeed.  dark circles, touseled hair.  unkempt without remorse.  weight of the finals session in academia on my shoulders.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as i mounted the last stair onto broadway i suddenly felt a vice-like grip at my back, shoving me out of my pessimism.  without a warning i was surrounded by city hall park, cherry blossoms, and the utter bliss of warmth.  i felt enlivened, and my optimism began to blush my cheeks pink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my life today is anything but what i thought it would be when i left my home town, post college, with the belief i could tackle anything tucked delicately in my pocket.  now i am taking comfort in my uncertainty, learning to embrace the pure potential this city has to offer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lets hope this feeling lasts.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-1269030117252390536?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/1269030117252390536/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=1269030117252390536' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/1269030117252390536'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/1269030117252390536'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/05/much-welcome.html' title='much welcome.'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SB_ElhOG7BI/AAAAAAAAABI/6hO4LraOtgU/s72-c/IMG_1203.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-7311280100500739892</id><published>2008-04-20T17:55:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-04-20T18:14:15.239-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Wake Up and Pay Attention</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SAvqJIkbhjI/AAAAAAAAABA/2mrrmUb5DQw/s1600-h/IMG_0076.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SAvqJIkbhjI/AAAAAAAAABA/2mrrmUb5DQw/s320/IMG_0076.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5191500438114633266" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I never look up in the city.  I am always looking straight ahead or down at my feet which are moving as fast as humanly possible to get me to my destination.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After my last post I realized I am utterly clueless to my surroundings.  When asked what restaurant a friend and I should go to for dinner I just blinked.  I. Had. No. Idea.  I just walk through my neighborhood to get from one destination to the other, I never stop to look around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Case in point.  My previous post about the subways and the musicians.  The other day I saw a veritable onslaught of permitted performers with their own signs.  I guess I have become so accustomed to looking down and getting myself to my train that I never actually took the time to look up.  Just this week I saw a man play that awful Celene Dion/Titanic song on a saw.  YES!!!  A SAW!!!!  I was impressed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So why am I now looking up?  What gross realization did I have that suddenly made me wake up and take notice to my surroundings?  Ground Zero.  Pure and simple.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am a graduate student in Global Affairs at New York University.  I study the hard stuff like terrorism and development economics.  I spend most of my days either watching depressing documentaries or writing papers or reading about personal accounts of genocide.  Its grueling, its enlightening, and it never ends.  But the other week my first graduate class completed and we were asked to take a walk with my professor (who is a specialist in terrorism).  He walked us a whole two blocks away to Ground Zero and told us to look at it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone looked down into this big gaping hole.  Stared down into the depths of the city, hundreds of feet down.  Everyone looked down.  We continued our walk and he asked us to look again.  Everyone looked down, us New Yorkers are well adjusted to look down.  But suddenly it occurred to me "LOOK UP!!"  So for once, I looked up.  I stood at the precipice and stared directly to the heavens, it was so empty and vast for a new york city sky and I was in awe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a moment of my revelry my professor spoke.  "I told you to look at Ground Zero, and so few of you looked up.  You are staring at the onset of a new way of relating to the world.  You spent weeks and hours of your life studying frameworks of international relations.  Wake up kids, this shit is real.  Some day you may be on one of these consulting firms that gets asked by the UN, or the United States whether or not we go to war, whether or not we bomb a country.  Lives will either be saved by you or on your heads."  He stared at us squarely in the face.  This man was serious.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I pushed back tears from my eyes, and looked around at the hole, ladder 10, and the emptiness that is ground zero.  He asked us to take a picture of the sky, saying that this devastation is what International Relations will be based on.  I have looked at that photograph every day since I took it on my iPhone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To say the least,  I have started looking up.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-7311280100500739892?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/7311280100500739892/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=7311280100500739892' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7311280100500739892'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7311280100500739892'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/04/wake-up-and-pay-attention.html' title='Wake Up and Pay Attention'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/SAvqJIkbhjI/AAAAAAAAABA/2mrrmUb5DQw/s72-c/IMG_0076.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-943975399520953577</id><published>2008-04-19T08:52:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-04-19T08:57:01.448-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Things you should do this weekend....</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://strebusa.org/images/ss11_web.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://strebusa.org/images/ss11_web.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Go to the Streb slam show in Williamsburg!!!!  These action geniuses will have you oooohing and aaaahing left, right, and center.   Watch people wrestle with rebar, jump from impossible heights, dance up walls, and leap 20 feet in the air.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have seen it a few times (granted I volunteer but still...)  and its fantastic.   For more information go to their &lt;a href="http://www.strebusa.org"&gt;website.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;GET YO ASS THERE!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-943975399520953577?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/943975399520953577/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=943975399520953577' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/943975399520953577'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/943975399520953577'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/04/things-you-should-do-this-weekend.html' title='Things you should do this weekend....'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-4095007288861667156</id><published>2008-04-06T18:02:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2008-04-06T18:09:29.544-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Music Under New York</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3192/2377546774_e490b72e72_b.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3192/2377546774_e490b72e72_b.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;The other day while transferring trains in the dreaded Times Square station I heard a very very melodious sound. Too melodious for a train station. As I am accustomed to be accosted by a cacophony of fairly talented musicians in the station on a regular basis, but never anything quite as astounding as this. So instead of heading to my train I followed the noise.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What I came upon was SPONSORED by the city of New York. It was by a program called "Music Under New York" and the band that was playing was a free form funk band.  I can't for the life of me remember the bands name so I apologize.  But to say the least I was truly impressed.  And even more importantly it gave me an awe of NYC public transport.  You would never even imagine seeing someone play in a bus station in Boulder, let alone supported by the transportation authorities that be. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And even more importantly, I had a photo op. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2365/2377546100_af6328b83f_b.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2365/2377546100_af6328b83f_b.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-4095007288861667156?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/4095007288861667156/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=4095007288861667156' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/4095007288861667156'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/4095007288861667156'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/04/music-under-new-york.html' title='Music Under New York'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3192/2377546774_e490b72e72_t.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-5521812225727800456</id><published>2008-03-31T11:36:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-31T11:44:23.949-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='nyc confusion'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='stress'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='subway'/><title type='text'>Things that I have learned about public transportation</title><content type='html'>See where I come from we have cute names for our public transportation system--which is made up entirely of buses.  Each one has a pathway that is equivilent to one full street (it just runs up and down the same street day in and day out).  This system is then linked by a bus that runs around the entire city.  I live in Boulder, this does not have much area to take care of.  So we have the Hop, the Jump, the Leap, the Bound, the Stampede, the Skip, etc.  Pleasant names.  They do the job required to cart a few hundred thousand people about. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Moving to NYC has required me to learn an entirely new system that is constructed of subways, buses, trains, and even monorails at the airport.  For my entire life I have driven anywhere I want to go, generally in a cute little economical gas saving device. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Naturally being in such close proximity to people makes me:  a) nervous,  b) overwhelmed, and c) wishing I knew where I would actually end up when I get on a bus or train.  And not to mention I begin to mix letters around when talking about the names of trains.  And local vs. express.  Crosstown, uptown, downtown.  I get dizzy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To say the least...I remain confused, less than pleased, and ready to be sipping tea on the veranda of my cute little cottage which exists only in my dreams.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-5521812225727800456?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/5521812225727800456/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=5521812225727800456' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/5521812225727800456'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/5521812225727800456'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/things-that-i-have-learned-about-public.html' title='Things that I have learned about public transportation'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-2402968978965301785</id><published>2008-03-27T06:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-27T06:58:49.715-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Moving to Brooklyn</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/R-uoC_5z0pI/AAAAAAAAAA4/HERF2bnVDRc/s1600-h/Photo+60.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/R-uoC_5z0pI/AAAAAAAAAA4/HERF2bnVDRc/s320/Photo+60.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5182420565686997650" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have no new subway antics to share!  Bummer.  Truth be told I have been carting myself and my dog around in a car to meet potential roommates and see new places to live.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I am moving to Park Slope.  I have yet to decide on a location.  But soon enough my friends!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And for added pleasure I have attached a picture of my dog whom I have deemed a "bona fide love bug"&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-2402968978965301785?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/2402968978965301785/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=2402968978965301785' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/2402968978965301785'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/2402968978965301785'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/moving-to-brooklyn.html' title='Moving to Brooklyn'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/R-uoC_5z0pI/AAAAAAAAAA4/HERF2bnVDRc/s72-c/Photo+60.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-5398070702626746350</id><published>2008-03-23T20:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-23T20:51:19.979-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Hard to 'Go Home' Again</title><content type='html'>I recently returned home to Colorado where we simply don't have subways.  As a result, I didn't have much to say.  But what I can say is that upon my arrival to Denver International Airport I noticed something rather odd--I no longer looked like a Coloradan. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone waiting in line for the AB bus from Denver to Boulder was wearing a Patagonia and/or North Face puffy parka paired with grubby jeans and Birkinstocks.   I admired all of them, as I too dressed like that a mere six months ago.  But as I watched them board the bus I was astonished to realize that  was wearing skinny jeans, riding boots over said jeans, a boiled wool coat, and I had quite the 'New York' hair. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was clearly inevitable, I have become a New Yorker.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-5398070702626746350?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/5398070702626746350/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=5398070702626746350' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/5398070702626746350'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/5398070702626746350'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/hard-to-go-home-again.html' title='Hard to &apos;Go Home&apos; Again'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-1165054658376425704</id><published>2008-03-12T14:05:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-12T19:21:09.650-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='subway'/><title type='text'>F Train to Brooklyn</title><content type='html'>Today I was thinking on my way to Brooklyn how strange it is that I rarely see any Caucasian panhandlers on the train.  More times than not, they just aren't there.  There is of course the flute dude who plays everyday in the Downtown Broadway/&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Lafayette&lt;/span&gt; station, but he is the only one that I can place notably in my lexicon for folk I am currently writing about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But today on the way home from Brooklyn I ate my worlds.  I ran into an honest man, or seemingly so, seeking out money on the train.  Considering I take this train back and forth between Brooklyn and I have never seen him makes me wonder if he was legit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His speech was heartfelt and earnest and very well rehearsed (too rehearsed perhaps?).  He was homeless, just out of jail, and kicked out of his family.  He had stayed at a homeless shelter for the past two nights, but was recently attacked in a homeless shelter.  He was seeking out a total of 15 dollars so that he could stay at the YMCA for a night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Curious, I asked him how much he currently had.  His reply, while emptying out his pockets, "About six bucks."  So I handed him a dollar and I said he better get off the train at 25 bucks, otherwise I would be severely disappointed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His response.  "Ma'am, I don't want to be on this train anymore than you do.  Its just a necessity.  I start work Monday, so I will certainly be off this train by then.  &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;Embarrassment&lt;/span&gt; doesn't even begin to cover how I feel right now."  I bid him farewell, and wished him luck.  If I see him again in a few weeks, I will worry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But then again, here I am calling him honest and believing his story.  And he was the first panhandler I gave money to....I think this plays into so much of the racism that I had ingrained into my brain at a young age in Southern California.  It was "common knowledge" that beggars weren't white.  Right, common knowledge.  That is until you see them and you realize that you grew up being lied to.  But sometimes its hard to bury those lies....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope he finds what he is looking for....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-1165054658376425704?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/1165054658376425704/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=1165054658376425704' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/1165054658376425704'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/1165054658376425704'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/f-train-to-brooklyn.html' title='F Train to Brooklyn'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-5323750384773760747</id><published>2008-03-12T12:33:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-12T12:49:43.280-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='New Toys'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Clarabella'/><title type='text'>Clarabella NYC and Quarter Life Crises</title><content type='html'>Today I dropped on into &lt;a href="http://www.clarabellanyc.com/"&gt;my friends shop&lt;/a&gt; in the Lower East Side to pick up an amazing little bracelet I ordered a while back.  While there, I discussed with her all of my options in my life currently.  I would list them all but the list is rather daunting and I would rather not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She reminded me that I am young, have a lot of talent and will do just fine--Just need to find, ya know, FOCUS.  (yay Erin for the pick me up)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So that said, I am slowly etching out a plan for the future.  It feels good.  I will keep you all updated on the process. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And if you ever need an awesome handbag, pair of shoes, belt, pair of earrings or whatnot go check out Erin's shop.  Its pretty spectacular and the company ain't so bad either.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-5323750384773760747?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/5323750384773760747/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=5323750384773760747' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/5323750384773760747'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/5323750384773760747'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/clarabella-nyc-and-quarter-life-crises.html' title='Clarabella NYC and Quarter Life Crises'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-593963100605945056</id><published>2008-03-11T13:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-11T13:54:05.999-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Photography'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Portraits'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Annie Leibovitz'/><title type='text'>Annie Leibovitz</title><content type='html'>I believe from my heart of hearts she is one of the most fantastic portrait photographers in the history of mankind.  There is something about her signature, slightly over photoshop-ed style that I just can't get away from.  The use of color, her concepts, her models reaction to her work...its all rather extraordinary.  Below is a video which I just found that shows how well she interacts with her subjects and the resulting work the occurs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She is truly astounding.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object height="355" width="425"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/EcnPicsZ6-A&amp;amp;rel=1&amp;amp;border=0"&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/EcnPicsZ6-A&amp;amp;rel=1&amp;amp;border=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="355" width="425"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-593963100605945056?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/593963100605945056/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=593963100605945056' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/593963100605945056'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/593963100605945056'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/annie-leibovitz.html' title='Annie Leibovitz'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-4525802411095945767</id><published>2008-03-11T08:29:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-11T13:29:32.307-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='assholes'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='subway'/><title type='text'>Note to a member of the NYC Public</title><content type='html'>Dear Sir,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pushing you way up the stairs on a staircase that is already full four across is not advisable. This is not spawning season, you are not a salmon, but you may need to get laid.  Please note:  This is not our fault, so don't act as if it is. Good luck finding sex, you most certainly need it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks,&lt;br /&gt;Makenna&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-4525802411095945767?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/4525802411095945767/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=4525802411095945767' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/4525802411095945767'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/4525802411095945767'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/note-to-general-nyc-public.html' title='Note to a member of the NYC Public'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-4645565630502658545</id><published>2008-03-10T22:00:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-11T13:29:50.697-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='homophobia'/><title type='text'>Not that I want to...</title><content type='html'>But I can't ignore this.  Nope.  Just can't.  And I really hate dealing with politics on any blog I do.  But this is not something to take lightly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object height="355" width="425"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/tFxk7glmMbo"&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/tFxk7glmMbo" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="355" width="425"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And this is why America can be really scary sometimes.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-4645565630502658545?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/4645565630502658545/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=4645565630502658545' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/4645565630502658545'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/4645565630502658545'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/not-that-i-want-to.html' title='Not that I want to...'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7073844613733014697.post-7337395248667786595</id><published>2008-03-10T21:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-03-11T13:30:08.191-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='introduction'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='self promotion'/><title type='text'>Commencement of a New Blog</title><content type='html'>Sound the horns ladies and gentlemen, a new blog is here on the internets.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is a place for me to do quite a bit of things.  But primarily it is a place for me to post partial chapters/whole chapters of the book I am currently writing.  Please watch out for updates, and keep the comments a going.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Allow me to introduce myself (beyond the scope of my bio).  I'm a recent Smith College graduate who is now studying economics and sustainability at New York University.  I live in Manhattan with my lovely dog Kiri, my cat Colfax, and my girlfriend Kellie.  I'm into photo documentary projects, protesting anti-queer folk, advocating for what I believe is just and right in the world, and being outdoors in the wilderness as much as possible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I work for the infamous Pulitzer prize winning photo journalist Edward Keating.  I also own my own marketing firm.  I am always spread thin, but seem to manage my ability to balance everything...Although it can be challenging.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So there you have it sports fans.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7073844613733014697-7337395248667786595?l=subwaydaze.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/feeds/7337395248667786595/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7073844613733014697&amp;postID=7337395248667786595' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7337395248667786595'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7073844613733014697/posts/default/7337395248667786595'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://subwaydaze.blogspot.com/2008/03/commencement-of-new-blog.html' title='Commencement of a New Blog'/><author><name>M</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='24' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GmI7SNG73DE/TBpeGTkn10I/AAAAAAAAAEo/8A0J0soXalo/S220/Photo+50.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
